Looking over somethings i did and said. to be honest i regret it but upset about it too. things i did something that i made my friend upset and i was sort of peer pressuring in a way. i admit that i am in the wrong and shouldnt have dealt with something in thay manner. Now maybe i am thinking too much but i feel distant a bit with her cause of it. i dont know a feel a bit off today. so if she reads this i hope she knows i am sorry about what i did. hope she doesnt take it to heart.
Another thing is that i asked Ling if i should go if my friends dont and he said know i told him that i wanted to and why. Ling just said u r 20 not 200 u will have chances in the future but if u wanna go then go ahead. he has a point but still i just dont wanna miss an opportunity like this then again i guess i could u just go pats house and spend a night with him which doesnt sound to bad... sigh just feeling a little depressed with somethings now
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