Is it just hormones?

How did a great day turn out to be so crap? Recently I have been feeling quite upset and I am not sure I have any logic to why I am upset but then it is just my emotions are screwing up with all my thought process. then again do I even have a proper thought process??? AHHHH!!!! Everything is so confusing right now >.<

I was feeling happy and everything but then things just turn upside down. I discuss some serious matter with Ling not for long but it sort made me unhappy he had his reason and I understood them but for some reason I am not happy with it and I just cant get the point across and if I ask him I know that it wont end well but AHHH!!! I just have some much questions and I do look into the future a lot because I want to be able to have the future I want. I don't know. That can't be sorted out until I talk to him or meet him which is gonna be difficult cause he is gonna be playing games all night or so.

Second thing, is my parents... more specifically my dad. gosh he can be so irritating. the moment he comes home yelling and I forgot what that feels having to come home to him yelling for some reason and then I hear Ling's family full of laughter and happiness and my house is complete opposite and reason why I hate this family why I hate being at home. Another thing, don't take things that are not yours. FAR OUT if it is in my room don't f...ing take it. EVERYTHING I HAVE HAS MEANING AND IS IMPORTANT YOU CANT JUST DO THAT. I am so irritated I feel like I'm gonna explode I cant I just cant take it. >.<

Another Complaint about family or my dad is his way of thinking my GOSH do I hate it. he told me that in his days girls aren't meant to do certain things and for my generation it is different. I SO wanted to tell him well what kind of time period are we in now? We are not in the olden day period and therefore don't need and shouldn't be following those stupid rules. He then says that even in this period girls are meant to do more. WTF Why? how is this just? Why must girls follow all these rules and guys don't? I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND. I think girls and boys are equal and we should all be able to do anything we want. I think girls and boys should know how to cook and work and do whatever cause we individual should be able to take care of ourselves. I HATE HIS POINT OF VIEW. AHHHH F... Really wanna scream and swear.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME RIGHT NOW?!?!?!?! my gosh I need to cool down or something.