I don't know why maybe I just can't see that other side of the story but why does things have to turn out like this. If I call for u on call why don't you answer and yes I got impatient cause who likes to be ignored and I did just want your attention but I hoped you turn down your music a bit cause it was bothering me. What bother me more was you ignored but I feel like you turn it against and told me that my I wouldn't stop talking for like 10 mins cause I was trying to call for me. . . Was I wrong? I wanted attention and I did make noises or frustration and really at first I didn't have anything to say. I don't get it. I just don't get.
We rarely have any decent talks lately you are either asleep when I am wake or you are working when I am sleeping. You are so tired when I am over that we don't do anything cause you are sleeping and what do I do? I let you sleep cause I know you are tired and I just stay there being you little cuddle toy. But you know what I don't wanna spend time with only to just see you are asleep and I wanna do something with you like go out or eat or play or anything. We get roughly 3 days together not even 3 days and half of the time you are asleep. What do you want from me? I don't get it. Why do I feel like I am in the wrong? Maybe I am cause most of the time I am but... I don't get it. I'm not smart enough o figure this out. sigh~~~ nothing is going so well since he got a job. I cried a lot more than usual. I don't know what to do.
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