What is wrong with me? I dont understand. Ever since his gone I've been down in the dumps. Today is just not my day. Been upset and depressed all day havent been like this in such a long time. Is it that time of the month? Or is it cause i miss him too much? The pain keeps hurting me. The lonliness keeps seeking in my mind and Ling cant even come comfort me. I. . . Just not my day. I wonder how long this is gonna be? Time feels so slow.
To a friend, I feel selfish saying this but i feel that u should know that. Stop letting your parents control you. We are at the end of our teenage years u really gonna let them stop from going out or spending time with your special someone. I understand u dont wanna lie but sigh. . . I am selfish and a liar. . . For my own happiness i would lie to my parents so i can spend wonderful hrs with my love. I shouldnt i know but with the pain im feeling i would never be able to not see the person i love and the person i love would hurt even more. Sometimes you have to be a little selfish to be happy. Not all the time but sometimes.
Anyway, gonna go on being depressed until i hear the sweet voice of my love and im sure those few mins or hrs i have with that voice would make me feel like im in heaven. For now. . . Sigh
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