Holidays

Holidays are hard for certain people due to many different circumstances. I have definitely gone through hard holidays in the past. Ones filled with silence, anger and hatred when most was filled with laughter, happiness and love. It is hard to live in a broken household and it is worse when holidays come around. I remember I used to hate when holidays come around cause it meant spending more time at home which I hated.

I shared these feelings with a special friend name Beautiful, we both had discuss about it in our first year of high school. Though we still have some family issues to sort out, we are lucky to escape some or most parts of these holidays due to work and our special loved ones. To another friend dealing with these problems. I wanted to blog this post for the sake that I want you to know you are not alone.

I don't want you to feel this unhappiness alone. If you can and want share it with me I will be glad to hear to our and help you through it. I may be busy with work and other commitments but I wanna help you. You have been the longest friend I have ever had and I don't want you to bear this alone. I know what it is like and how painful to have no escape.

I worry for you all the time and cause how long I have known I feel like u r a younger sister to me and I do wanna help you, support you and protect you. Though physical I think I am little to weak to protect you. I know you are mentally, physically strong and you have cope through a lot. But everyone falls down to a weak spot at some point and you would need comfort and I hope I could help if need. Be happy and positive. Message me when u want or talk to me text me and I glad chat with you and help you forget your surroundings. Another note. I always believe friends are the family we choose for ourselves so I don't believe it is wrong to place friends before your family as they know you and understand you better than your family most of the time.

Hope you are well and happy now.