Is it a bad thing that you want your parents to get a divorce? I don't know. . . But at times a really wish that my parents were or is getting a divorce. I am sick of there arguing and I am sick of how my dad treats my mum and how he wants to control everyone around him. No one is happy at home when he is around.
Yes, he is nice to me and spoils me but I don't want that. I want a happy family. When were everyone is happy my mum feels loved and appreciated my sister feels loved and cared for. You know I am envious of other people families so much. When I saw other parents where the dad is so lovey dovey to the mum and I think back to my parents and I have seen none of it. All I have seen and heard is my dad and mum yelling and my dad telling my mum to do this and that like she is a maid.
My sister has broken ties with my dad ever since she left the house. . . she is free. . . not trapped in this stupid horrible cage. . .To have a whole family I can't forget my sis. I miss her. I rarely ever see her. . . I am so sick of this family. I honestly wish my parents got a divorce. That way my mum and I move out of the house or my mum move in with my sis for a while and I move in with Ling. I would pay rent and everything fix up my Centrelink things just so I can get away from this family. I get more freedom this way.
Sigh I feel so trapped. . . I know I have a key to get out but I don't seem to have the courage to do it. . . so much strings holding me back from flying out. . . >~< I hate this family so much =.=
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