Sigh... feeling a little strange recently, and distant from everyone but im not sure if it is cause of me or not. However i must admit that i feel like being alone alot recently, i just want to be home in my bed watching youtube and hide under my blanket, never to come out. Usually i would be happy to and excited to meet my friends but today i just didnt feel up for it and dont feel any enjoyment at work even though it might seem like i do.
I dont understand myself but the funny thing is only one person on this earth i am willing to get close with at this point of time thats is my babe, my love. I would rather hide in the blanket with him then alone. He makes me feel better and forget all my troubles. But i still dont know what is exactly bothering me... i have a feeling it is something to do with my family and Ling... but i just cant put my finger on it... why i am so closed off and so depressed... dont understand...
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