Suspicion

I hope this suspicions isn't true and I am believing it isn't but I cant help but wonder what if it is. . .

So I got a friend that means a lot to me, even though it feels like a long time since we spoken or even seen each other. We have known each other for so long and I really, really don't wanna lose this friendship we have. I know when the time is right she would come to me and talk to me and tell everything that has been going on with.

I don't often contact her at all. I understand her family situation and I understand how hard it is for me to contact to her but at the same time I have this doubt. You see our parents were friends but something happened and they don't talk. Since I haven't spoken to my friend, my mum believes that it is due to her relationship with my friend's mum which resulted in my friend's mum not allowing/wanting my friend to speak to me. . . Does that make sense. . .

Clear things up about the suspicion (just in case):
- My mum friends with my friends mum.
- Relationship went down hill.
- Result in friends mum stopping friends seeing or talking to me

I don't believe my friend would do this to me just because of her mum but my attempts in the past to see her when we both can catch the same transport to somewhere didn't end up lasting very long in fact only lasted 1 time but I believe her reasoning for it. I understand contacting her is hard. . . I just worried that my mum's suspicions are true.

Even if it is true I know that she is probably doing this to stop her mum bugging but inside she is finding away to hide it. . . But I am choosing to believe that my mum's suspicion is wrong and that it just so happens that she has other plans at the same time that she can't get out of. . . Sigh. . . I really miss you and I really wanna catch up with you and there is so much things I feel like I don't know. . . I am really worried for you. Hope you are ok.