What have I become?

I don't understand. . .

why is it so hard to sleep without Ling?

Why must I have to have Ling on a call or next to me for me to sleep?

 

I have become so dependent on him

and I should learn to fall asleep without him cause he can't always be there

but. . . I miss him.

I was meant to go see him tonight

but I couldn't sneak out and he decided to go out with another friend

and I should. . .

let him but. . .

its so hard.

 

I miss him so much.

I want to have him on Skype and I don't want him to go.

I cried cause of it. . .

I'm too emotional

but. . .

but. . .

I MISS HIM. I DONT WANT HIM TO GO. TT^TT