I don't know what to type exactly. So much thoughts in my head I can barely sought it out. I am feeling trapped, pressured, stressed and depressed. I have thoughts of eloping or a few times wanted to just leave this world but then I stop thinking about it out of fear of death and I have someone that keeps me from doing it.
I don't know what to do or what I should do. I feel useless and I probably am useless. I can't fight my own battles and fall with just one push. Now cause of all these feelings and things that has been going on in my life, I noticed I am eating less not because I want to but cause I don't feel like eating and when I do I only eat like half or less of what have in front of me.
Everyone who knows me that I can't do it but I just can't eat. It wont stay down if i force it down. I am lost. . .
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