Monday is the worst day, i got really grumpy and pissed at my dad for constantly dragging me at and I feel so much sadness and lonliness and. . . I cant i cant explain. I WANNA SCREAM AND LET OUT ALL THIS SUPPRESSED FEELING AND I WANT TO LET SOMEONE KNOW SOMETHING BUT THEN I HOPE THEY REALISE IT THEMSELVES.
I feel selfish, unimportant and stupid.
Stupid to want someone to know something that is on ur mind cause they obviously can't mind read
Stupid to believe that someone would tell something you expect them to tell you
Stupid to believe that they would spend lots of time with you especially since HSC
Stupid in being so selfish.
I feel so much pain in me. I ended up crying but I couldn't scream I wanted to be couldn't
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