I haven't blogged in a long time and I should update what has been going on with me lately. Well I really don't have to but now that I am relaxing a bit, so why not. But it is gonna be quick cause I am so tired and also can't really think properly. I also not feeling to well cause my head feels sort of heavy.
So anyway, last Mon I went with Beautiful and Ling to go bike riding. This time we all had our own bike to ride and Beautiful kept bumping into something on the side and hurt herself a lot. After 2 hrs of bike riding, we had time left so we went to watch a movie before Ling and sent us home. So that was a fun mon and I enjoyed myself.
Tuesday I remember hanging out with Ling but not for too long cause we decided to go home early and that way I could go out later the next day.
On Wed, that was a good day. I hanged out with Beautiful, S.Z and Ling to Karaoke, drank and just played around in the city. In the morning I meet with Ling who had came over to my house and my mum caught him in the house. She thought we had done something bad and kept questioning me about it but I just told her no nothing happened he just came to pick me up.
During Karaoke, we had alcohol both Beautiful and S.Z had order to drinks while Ling had none. I had one and I don't think I was drunk but I was depressed a bit for some odd reason. I actually cried in the karaoke room but no one noticed and sort of a good thing cause I wouldn't know how to explain it. I was clingy after drinking and pretty quite but I knew what I was doing and everything else seemed fine. So I am not too sure.
The rest of the night of wed was really fun we had a cheap dinner at McDonald's, Beautiful had got something from KFC. We sat there talking for a while before going to the park and playing around and I got dizzy and really wanted to vomit. WE stay till about 9 before we decided to go home.
Thursday, Beautiful, Ling and I went to S.Z work place to eat and then pick her up. The food there was pretty nice but I still believe the ones in flemington is much better. After we picked S.Z when she finished her work we traveled to Burwood for some shopping around and Ling needed to pick up a game he had pre-ordered. Ling and I left Beautiful and S.Z at burwood as both of us needed to get home.
Friday was another boring day where I was stuck with my dad just like today one of the worst days ever. Sat, my mum and sister went to bankstown to have yumcha and shopped around this time I finally brought my formal shoes.
Sunday, I had family friends over and R.Z came mainly to get some formal dresses. But we hanged out for the entire day and had lots of fun just like we used to. I enjoy the feeling, I think we need to go out and hang out one day it would be fun.
That is roughly what happened over this week. I got so much little problems I wanna get out but I can't be bother typing it all out right now. Things include Korea trip, not be able to contact onee-san cause she is so damn busy, my dad being so freaken annoying that I honestly wanna just rage at him and I don't even care if I get hit cause I know if I did then I will. I think that is a good idea get hit and go and call the police and then I am able to just move out and not have anything to do with him. I wish I could get him out of my life. Even though I know how much he does care for me and love me, I just can't stand him. I don't know how to be around him. I just can't be with someone as selfish and hypocritical and just the worst person I could ever know. Honestly, sigh went over board with complaints about my dad.
Alright I will end this hear for today I might complain more about my problems on another post tomorrow.
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