My Birthday is in a couple of days and I thought it would be nice to celebrate my birthday with my family by going out to eat which I don't think we have done before. I can't go out to dinner on tuesday cause I got tutoring and I don't want to go out tomorrow cause I want to be able to study on a weekday. So I thought today would be a good day to go out.
My dad came home quite tired and he didn't want to go out and eat dinner. Both my mum and I did, after a while I started to lose interest but at the same time my dad decided to go out to eat. After changing my mind and dressed up to go out to eat, my dad wanted to change his mind and go out to eat tomorrow which I said I can't. We ended up going out but with a few arguments that my parents had and it seem to have ended up being my fault. On the car ride to the where we were going to eat, I wanted to go home cause I didn't want things to happen like this. I wanted to go out like a normal family but it resulted in arguments which I detest. On the brink of dropping tears I decided to swallow up this feeling (which come to think of it now might have been kind of stupid for crying over a minor problem).
Anyway, everything lightened up during dinner and after. My mood now is completely different. I feel happy that we went out to eat, we haven't gone out for dinner together in a long time even though my sister wasn't able to be there and probably don't want to cause of some unresolvable issues. But it was good enough.
For the first time, in my blog I would like to thank my parents for making me feel happy in the end. Even though I say how much I dislike my family, I know that they are still there for me and looking out for me and love me like no one else. And deep down in my heart I love them despite their constant arguments.
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