Happy Halloween~~~

Happy Halloween Everyone~~~ 

Though I never celebrate it I shall still wish it :P

A wonderful October, 

busy, exciting, fun, enjoyable

 and the best month of the year so far. 

Now lets all look forward to the next holidays. 

However I will need to study a lot this coming holidays

bye bye life for the next year 

maybe :)

Hehe~~~

(Bored want to procrastinate that is the reason for this random blog :P)

Overwhelming Happiness

I had such a great birthday that I can't even begin to express my happiness. I am so close to tears but not because I am sad but because I am overwhelmed by happiness. I read 2 long Birthday wishes and I felt I could just feel so warm inside. Thank you for wishing happy birthday to me.

Thank to Ling and Rebecca for spending the night with me on my birthday day. I had so much fun, I couldn't stop smiling. It is so hard to describe my feeling.

So yesterday was a busy day, quite a few of my friends yes different methods to wish my happy birthday. My friends in school texted me in the morning and/or wished it during school. I had also received quite a couple of present from them. After school parting with D.H at the traffic light, I was checking my phone for anymore texts message I might have missed. I found 3 unread messages 2 were from Ling and the other one was from A.Z I began answering them in order which was Ling's message that were on top before A.Z's message.

A few seconds later, Ling had called me which then ended quickly as I think he noticed me walking towards him and I had noticed him standing at the corner. I was happy to see him and surprised that he was here as he said he would see me later that night and not after school. He start walking towards me holding in his hand the cute teddy bear I wanted a while ago which I had a picture of in one of my previous blogs. It is so CUTE~~~

Thank You Ling, for the cute teddy bear.

Ling accompanied me for the hour I had to spare before my tutoring starts as well as helping me carry some things. A.Z had also accompanied for that hour as we had previously discussed. The two of them had seen each other quite a few times that day from what I have heard.

Thank you guys, being with me in that hour. I don't have to wonder lonely around the place before tutoring

Ling dropped outside the tutoring stuff which he coincidently bumped into my tutor and later found out it was my birthday and wished me happy birthday quite a few times before, during and after class. He also brought it up to the whole class >~< (too much attention).

Oh well. . . after my last tutor class I quickly packed my things prepared to walked out the door to meet my friends. A little awkward as the other girl wasn't packing much and the teacher was helping her with a question that she asked him. As I open the door to walk out, I noticed Ling (with the second present) and Rebecca standing in front of stairs waiting, I smiled and walked out to greet them. We left the tutoring place to find a restaurant to eat dinner and I tell you, I had no idea where I was going which ended up going to a restaurant that Ling had recommended. The food was delicious and apparently the waitress though that Rebecca and I were Ling's daughter probably cause both of us were wearing school uniform and Ling was very handsomely dressed hehe~ (@^.^@). I didn't eat as much as they did cause I got full quite quickly especially since I eat quite slowly. I paid for the meal because I want treat them for accompanying me on this special day.

After Dinner, we first planned to go to the park before Ling believe it isn't safe so we turn back around to Magic city into the Karaoke box where the open the cake they had brought (not to sure who) and sang "Happy Birthday" to me in Chinese, Korean and English. I made a wish before blowing out the candle and cut the cake with chopsticks since we didn't have knife, forks or plates. Ling left to see if the place had a refrigerator so we can store the cake however there wasn't any. During that time I wanted open the second present and I did once he came back. It was perfume, body wash and lotion (^.^). Hehe~~~ It smelt very very nice and sweet (^.^).

The 3 of us sang "When I was your man" by Bruno Mars where Rebecca walked out towards the end to call her mum. We left the Karaoke box to play on the Dance Machine, the Techno game and this cube game before Rebecca had to leave and I waited outside for my mum. Ling didn't want my mum to see me with him cause my mum has no idea about my relationship. However, I really don't care and wanted Ling to stay with me longer but I guess it is alright. I carried all my stuff to my mum's car before driving home while my mum was driving I saw Ling. Gosh how much I wanted to call out to him or just jump out of the car and run to him (>~<).

I didn't want to lie to my mum anymore than I did so I told her that my mum the truth that Ling came that night and the present he gave me. Only if I could tell her the truth but I know the consequences.

Anyway, once again. Thank You Ling and Rebecca for celebrating my birthday. THANK YOU SO MUCH~~~

Last thing I want to add is:
I am so. . .
Happy Happy Happy (:P). Thank You Ling and Rebecca so much.

I am 17~~~

This day has finally arrived. 

I am finally 17.

I am OLD. 

Oh well I least I am surrounded by the people I love. 

WOOO

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to myself

Happy birthday to me~~~

I am 17 years old =.=

Only Once. . .

I am in a great mood today, though I was kind of feeling weird earlier on but I was sad nor happy nor feeling anything (kind of sound emotionless but oh well). I came home feeling happy for some unknown reason.

Anyhow I realised that yesterday was the one time event. The one time I felt happy within my family, cause today my dad doesn't seem to begin with a good mood as he was complaining about something again which I think was about the laundry and how my mum wasn't washing things properly. But from what I heard, I really think he is the one that needs to learn properly cause the way he said was definitely the right way.

Moving on, today my mum seem quite tired and not very well which is a worry but I will definitely try and help her out a bit today and probably should do more often.

I think I am slowly moving off track. Ok, so I realised that everything I felt yesterday was just that one time cause all the feelings of how my dad is annoying and how he complains to much and so forth is all back even though it isn't as strong as it was before. Come to think of it, I don't feel it right now.

Anyway, my point is I am glad just for that once I could feel happy about my family. Now I am in a good mood and kind of worry about my mum, so I shall go and see if she is ok and help her out wherever I can. ^.^

Off I go~

Family B'day Dinner

My Birthday is in a couple of days and I thought it would be nice to celebrate my birthday with my family by going out to eat which I don't think we have done before. I can't go out to dinner on tuesday cause I got tutoring and I don't want to go out tomorrow cause I want to be able to study on a weekday.  So I thought today would be a good day to go out.

My dad came home quite tired and he didn't want to go out and eat dinner. Both my mum and I did, after a while I started to lose interest but at the same time my dad decided to go out to eat. After changing my mind and dressed up to go out to eat, my dad wanted to change his mind and go out to eat  tomorrow which I said I can't. We ended up going out but with a few arguments that my parents had and it seem to have ended up being my fault. On the car ride to the where we were going to eat, I wanted to go home cause I didn't want things to happen like this. I wanted to go out like a normal family but it resulted in arguments which I detest. On the brink of dropping tears I decided to swallow up this feeling (which come to think of it now might have been kind of stupid for crying over a minor problem).

Anyway, everything lightened up during dinner and after. My mood now is completely different. I feel happy that we went out to eat, we haven't gone out for dinner together in a long time even though my sister wasn't able to be there and probably don't want to cause of some unresolvable issues. But it was good enough.

For the first time, in my blog I would like to thank my parents for making me feel happy in the end. Even though I say how much I dislike my family, I know that they are still there for me and looking out for me and love me like no one else. And deep down in my heart I love them despite their constant arguments.

Distance

I feel so distant with a childhood friend of mine. It began when I found out she had a blog and reading a few post I noticed that she has a few stressing things or depressing kind of thing happening to her. I really wish I could have been there to help her and make her feel happy and less stressful. I feel kind of distance with her when reading about some situations cause she has never mentioned about it to me before. I want to be able to be the person she can discuss about anything with and let whatever it is it may be bothering her on me.

I know she would read this post as she seems to be updated with what is posted every time. I just want to say that I want her to tell me everything if she isn't comfortable with it. I just want to be able to help.
She is the longest friend I have ever had and more like a sister than a real friend. Even among sister there may develop some space but I really want to fill it up and be close to her like before.

A.Z, you are a incredibly important friend to me and there is nothing more I want but for you to be happy and feel as stressless as you can. I am always here with you. When you need me I will be there cause we do live only a couple of blocks away (^.^).

Thank you A.Z for the being my friend for so long. Just remember I live only a couple blocks away I will be there at any time of the day. (:P)

Best Buddies Forever (remember the necklace, hehe :P)

Contentment.

Today, my friend wanted to meet me before tutoring again I was curious in why she wanted to as well as worried my mum wasn't going to let me. After a bit of asking my mum had allowed me to go out and meet her as she had some shopping she need to do.

Once I arrived I meet my friend, V.N, we didn't know where we should eat. So we wondered around before we settled on a Korean BBQ place which was the first time eating at one of those places (^.^). V.N and I caught up with each other about what has happened to us recently. I had a great time and eat lot. I am quite happy recently cause I am have been eating a lot recently but somehow I can't gain much weight (>~<).  I had lots of fun, thank you V.N.

On the way home, I realised I have nothing to complain about in life. I may not have the prefect family but I have the prefect group of friends and the prefect boyfriend. I love being around my friends Ling cause around them I feel so much joy and happiness. I am content with my life. There is absolutely nothing I can complain about or hate at the current moment.

Life right now is prefect.

Riding into the wind

Pushed off the ground and into the wind as 

I gradually increased the speed with every turn of the pedal. 

The cool spring breeze brushes across my cheeks and 

through my hair as the surrounding become nothing but a blur. 

A sweet scent of roses filled the air as I then relax and 

watched the garden's pass by and one by one become more and more clear. 

How I love the feeling off taking off and 

feeling every sensation that comes my way. 

Such simple leisures make me feel so alive and filled with happiness. 

I had a little too much to eat today though everything was so delicious (^.^). Anyway, I decided I need to try and make myself feel less bloated so I took my dog for a walk but she didn't seem to walk much and kept aiming for the entrance of our home. So I decided to let her go home while I continued to get so more exercise of some sort. My last decision is to ride on my beloved bike which I haven't ridden in a while.

So much fun. (^.^)

Smarter~~~ hehehe

Today, I arrived home late again cause I wanted to stay in school so I can study better. I realised I can't study very well when I am at home some how there is to much distractions but the environment isn't much different other than I have my parents bugging me every now and then.

Anyway during dinner, my parents were discussing about bushfire which weirdly led to me where my mum asked me about my classes and tutoring (Very annoying). This conversation lead to her bumping into G and I thought "ahh I see him again what is he up to now." But apparently he has maths tutoring as well and I thought he would be doing 4u maths cause for one he is quite smart and he is in syd boys it is kind assumed that he did. I was wrong he was tutoring for 2u. 2U.

Really from him I thought he was smart than me. That idiot. haha. Finally feeling smart in front of my family friends (:P). Reason for this was because everyone family friend around my age has gotten into a selective school except me (sigh~).  Though come to think of it never really bothered me to much. Anyway, My mum then said that he doesn't study at all that is why he is doing 2u and that he is a playboy having one girlfriend after another.

I can't believe that I had liked a guy that turns at to be like this. I don't like playboys at all cause I know that for myself I can get tricked quite easily and I don't want to fall into a trap that I know would happen.

Anyway, all i wanted to say is

I AM SMART THAN HIM. HAHAHAH~~~ ( probably not if he actually put effort in :P)

My Phone!?!?!?!?!

I don't know what is wrong with me today but I am just not using my brain at all. could barely concentrate in class all day and started to make stars which was fun (^.^). During Period 6 I started to concentrate a little however getting to tutoring my concentration dropped especially while I was doing the quiz. I didn't even finish (>~<).

The worst part of the day was at night when my mum decided to go Woolworths after picking me up. We were at the self-check out counter and I was helping my mum and put down my phone since I need to use my hands. Finished at the check out counter we left and went home, I was feeling uncomfortable so I decided to go shower first I first began looking for my phone. Slowly started to panic as I couldn't find my phone until I finally remember I forget it at the check out counter at Woolworths. (>~<)

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!? I started to freak out and my mum wasn't very helpful in comforting me either but anyway we left for the shops again. I rushed to the where I left it and the phone wasn't where I left it so I asked the person who was there working if he found a phone. He asked what it looked like and I described it to him trying to not stumble as much as possible. My nerves where getting to me by that point I was feeling so anxious. He went over to grab something after my description and it was MY PHONE!!! My beautiful phone (not really). But I was so relieved and thank the worker a few times. He smiled back at me.

I felt so relax having my phone back. (^.^) Gonna keep a close eye on my phone from now on. I should keep a close eye on everything valuable I think (:P). Anyway, I am so out of it today. I think, I am just tired need a bit more rest and should be able to concentrate again tomorrow except it is going to be hard since it is gonna be so hot. (>~<)

Good Luck dealing with the weather everyone. Hehe~~~

Happy Birthday Ling~~~

Today is my boy's birthday and the first time I am able to celebrate it with him. I am so delighted to be able to wish and be beside him on this special occasion. I have been anticipating for this day for a while preparing and worrying about what I would give him and how I should give him and what his reaction would be. Some many thoughts keep popping up in my head. But I really shouldn't care because today is his Birthday and I should so not worry and be happy to celebrate this fantastic day.

I Love You Ling, I hope that you had a great day and lots of presents.

Happy Birthday Ling~~~

(By the time you read this you probably already got my gift. I know it is similar to another one you got and I can't help that. >~< been worried about that for a while now)

Happy Birthday Rebecca~~~

This day has finally arrived. My Best Friend's Birthday.

I remember the first time that we first celebrated her birthday though I don't think I remember what I got her (>.<). Such a long time ago, yet I am so glad I was able to celebrate her birthday and 5 other birthday's after that including today.

Rebecca, I am so glad that you were born on this day because if you weren't I wouldn't be able to celebrate your birthday on this day and had so much wonderful memories. I have so much I want to say but I just don't know where to start. Thank you for being with me when I need you and Thank you for being with me when I didn't.

We will be friends for a long time to go and don't expect me to disappear from your life cause I am not going anywhere without my best friend.

Rebecca, remember you. On this very special day for a very special someone I want to wish you a:

Happy Birthday Rebecca~~~

(If you remember, that there is a phrased you used in a B'day video for me in year 9 ^.^)

Cheer up~~~

Today, my friend told some news that had happened to her and I started to worry about her. So I decided that I needed to be next to her that way I can comfort her and give her my support.

So we planned, to meet near her tutoring place an hour before her class started and I accompanied her as I listened to her and tried my best to comfort. I don't know if I did anything to make her feel better but I really hope I did. We talk in Yogoberry on the swings and had discussed about revenge tactics.

I finally understand that her instincts are so accurate at this point of time I really hope that she was wrong but it isn't. It is so interesting to know someone who's instinct is always correct, in some way it is beneficial but in other ways it might not be.

Anyway, all I want her to know that I would always be beside her when ever she needs me. I wil support and comfort when ever I can. She is among one of my friends that I would treasure so dearly and among a few that I am certain will be friends for a life time. She is one of the most amazing and wonderful girl in the entire world.

Be Happy and Positive, Onee-san~~~ (Onee-san is a little nickname I use to call her. She isn't really my onee-san though she is older :P)

6 Months Ago~~~

Can you believe it has been 6 months already? I am surprised that I can lock someone for so long. More surprised that I can love someone so much. Somethings words just can not describe.

Yes, today is the 18th once again meaning another month has passed but this one is more special cause it marks half a year. Ling and I spent the afternoon together before I had my tutoring at 6 while he stay an hour later to go to his tutoring. We had left to watch a movie called "Rush" and the whole cinema was empty except for the two of us which gives us a little privacy. Hehe (^.^) As I normally would I had leaned on him while he had his arm around me. I could have stay there forever in the empty cinema with just Ling. Sadly I had to go tutoring after.

Some simple as watching a movie with Ling would make me day. Cause as long as I am with him, nothing seems to matter like the whole world has stopped. Well not really cause the time we spend together still feels like it is not enough.

I am overwhelmed to be able to love something so special and further more have him love me. I never thought a guy would like me (lack of self-esteem here). But somehow I managed and for him I would improve.

I Love You, 

I Love You, 

I Love You, 

Ling. 

You are the one and only. 

My First Love. ^.^

Complicated???

I have been reading some of my friends blog and there are two that had complicated in the title. I thought to myself how come everything is becoming so complicated now that we are in year 12. Nothing should be complicated except the work that we receive though I know that is not the case.

Anyway, so I though to myself lets type something complicated that has happened to me and I thought for a while and nothing came to me. My life is simple and I like to keep it simple though I tend to worry about things and chances are that they would never happen.

Now that my year 12 has started I have seen a slight change in myself though not a lot cause I still procrastinate quite a bit but I have improved. Now I got some other things too improve on. It takes me so long to change my ways and honestly I don't like change but if I need to I would. If I want to please someone then I would change. But change is not something I am good at making so it tends to be slow and considering I go in a slow pace in everything this takes a lot longer.

I have no idea why I got on to a topic about change, in fact I don't know why I am even blogging about this. Haha, probably just trying to find a way to procrastinate again. School is going to get more and more stressful as the HSC 2014 draws near. Oh well, off to study I need to get my act together as soon as possible.

He just doesn't listen and doesn't change.

During dinner, my parents were talking about some random which i was listening to them but there are some parts I missed out on. Though I did hear about them talking about being parents and my dad blames my mum for making the relationship between my sister and him so bad. However, my mum says that it is his fault cause his actions and way of discipline and teaching a child is incorrect. My father like always never listens, he refuses to change his ways or to even admit that he is wrong.

My father and my sister since, I could remember was never on good terms and gradually my sister feelings towards my dad increased into hatred to the point she refuses to call him dad and I can't even remember the last time I have heard her call him dad. When my sister and I communicate she always use the word "him" and not dad, this is how bad their relationship is. I understand why my sister hates my dad so much though I always still believe that instead deep, deep, deep inside her heart she still likes him in some way. But as time passed I just saw more hatred in her heart towards him. On the other hand, I can see that my dad does still care for my sister he may not want to show it and had mention at dinner that he is the type of person who doesn't care about anyone. From what he had said, it is sounds so depressing how can he not care about anyone.

From my memories that I never wanted to look back on I see so much arguments and most of them is cause by my sister or that my sister jumped in to protect my mum which I really admire. I don't think I have jumped in to protect my mum but my mum has jumped in and defend me before. My sister is able to jump into the situation to stop any violence while I stand in the background screaming for things to stop. I want my sister courage to be able to stand up for what she believes in. Though if I really wanted something I want my family to be one for once and to be like an average family. Wishful thinking I know and all I can do is endure it which for now I can cause I have so much more other people I love and care about who also love and care about me.

I wish that my dad could admit that he did treat my sister badly and own up for severing his relationship with my sister and not blame on someone who is completely faultless. My sister as well should admit that she was wrong as she is wrong in some ways. But they are stubborn people who would not budge therefore resulting into this situation that would probably never be resolved. At times like these I am glad I have most of my personality from my mum cause she is truly the kindest, nicest person in the world. Come to think of it, I think I might admire my mum from being able to endure with all this over the years.

Well nothing would ever change and you know what I come to deal with it. Of course at times my emotional barrier cracks and I would not be able to ignore the arguments that may occur but I will always find a way to build it back up. Like my friends keeps telling to stand up be more confident and stop letting this things get to me. I will change and I am willing to change if I know how to they might need to guide me. (^.^)

It is true that friends are the family we choose for ourselves. We may not be able to choose our families but we are able to choose friends and they to me are so much more closer to me than anyone else except my mum I think though I can't tell everything to my mum like me dating. hehe~~~ (=~=|||)
Anyway, felt like blogging about some depressing family situations but now I need to get back to work and hopefully sleep early so I can be energetic tomorrow especially since I have 3hrs and a half of tuitions.

A Lovely Night to Remember.

Last Saturday, my dad had urged me to go out with my sister to watch the navy boats and the fireworks  which he said would be the prettiest fireworks ever and I would never be able to see something like it. Well, since I got the opportunity to go out that late at night, I decided to take the chance and go out however my sister didn't want to go but told me to lie to my parents that I was out with her and instead go with my friends.

So, I decided to get some friends to go with me which I was quite sure Rebecca could have gone with me however she wasn't online and I became quite anxious. I called Rebecca to confirm if she could come which I woke her up when she was sleeping. Sorry~~~ But she could came and we did have a great time (^.^). Anyway, I decided to ask a few others on Skype to see if they could come however D.H told me she might and might not come depending if her mum is at home, C.G wasn't able to come, V.N wasn't able to come cause of a promise she made with her mum and Ling who told me it would be a low chance that he would come.

Anyway, the day finally came where I started the morning and early afternoon in english tutoring and maths trial class. Before my english tutoring, D.H confirm she was going to join me in seeing the fireworks and during lunch V.N had contacted me and replied that she might come with me and that she would confirm it with me later during the day. After my maths trial class, I was ready to meet Rebecca at the arcade again which we had planned to spend our time there before going to the city. Meeting Rebecca I found out that Ling had contacted Rebecca that morning to confirm to her that he was able to make the fireworks which I was jumping with glee inside. (hmmm wonder how much people still used the word glee anyway). I missed 9 calls resulted in me having so much fun playing and not noticing my phone ringing once I did I decided to contact them back and to find out that V.N was joining us in a few moments time along with few other miss calls from Ling calling to confirm the plan for the night.

We had decided to meet V.N at the arcade before travelling to the city and meeting Ling at the arcade in the city. Around the time we finally met up, the sun has already began to set and Rebecca was getting hungry as she had not had lunch which led us to having dinner at the food court even though I wasn't hungry. As dinner drew to a close we called up D.H to confirm where we should meet her which ended up with us returning to the station to pick her up. Before we left for the station we wonder around the little shops that is located in the middle of the opened area first floor. Where they sell little things such as random soft toys, jewellery, hats, clothes and other things which I can't not name. As we went down the escalator to go outside, Ling didn't come with us and we had to wait for him at the bottom for a while as he mentioned he went to the bathroom.

We had arrived at the station early which Rebecca and I stopped at the park while Ling and V.N continued on to the station only to come back as D.H had not arrived. Ling had jumped out to scare us which Rebecca reacted by jumping out of the bench and running away which would have been a good idea if it was really a bad guy. As for me I sat in the bench and let out a scream which in a dangerous situation wouldn't be the best idea and probable safer to run with Rebecca. However since it was just Ling it became hilarious to have seen Rebecca's reaction. The 4 us waited at the station until D.H called us or maybe I called her. . . I don't really remember. It took us a while to find her as she had passed us in the park and we didn't notice her but once we found her we made our way quickly towards the harbour hoping not to missed the start of the fireworks. We got there in time to see the fireworks however the ones we saw were quite a distant away. We gradually made away through the crowd until we found a prefect spot where we could sit and was quite close to the water. I was sitting infront of Ling while V.N, D.H and Rebecca were behind us. Later V.N moved a couple of metres away to another empty spot near the ocean followed by Rebecca. D.H stay a while longer until she noticed that she was a third wheeler and joined the others a few metres away.

Later I began leaning on Ling's chest as we sat under the moonlight watching the distant fireworks shooting in the sky before dispersing into shining sparks. It was the prefect scenery and place to be sitting next to the one I love and I was grateful that my friends left us to have some alone time. During the fireworks, Ling revealed a gift which surprised me yet made me feel so happy, warm loved all the positive feelings you can think off. I felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world and probably is hehehe (^.^). The gift was a beautiful necklace which Ling later, helped me put it on. That moment, that night, was a very beautiful, romantic night of my life. I could not have wished for a better night.

The fireworks had stopped however no one had moved which I thought was weird believing that it was finished however I later understood there was more which was much more closer towards us. During the time we waited to see if there were anymore fireworks I was leaning on Ling's chest still and constantly trying to listen to his heart beat cause it made me feel calm, happy, relax safe. If time could stand still at this moment I would be over the moon (hehe~~~ ^.^). Of course, it couldn't therefore once the we noticed that more fireworks began we turned to watch, when it did start it gave me a startled me which led to me letting out a scream again. ( I think I scream to much but. . . Oh well). Ling started to film the fireworks and decided to move next to the others as they were in a better position to watch the fireworks. It was the closest time I have ever been to seeing fireworks and the most beautiful I have ever seen. It was certainly the best fireworks ever.

After the fireworks finished, everyone began leaving and so did we however Rebecca, V.N and I had mention earlier that we wanted to see the fairy lights on the trees at least that is what V.N had called it. Anyway, so we made our way towards that area making some little pitstops to watch performs and the little whirl pool fountain-ish thing. When we finally arrived we start to take photos, though D.H didn't participate much other than taking some photos. There was a specific tree that was slanted and the branches was spread outwards in a way that you were able to climb it which I did try but after a few steps up the tree I slided back down as my shoes dont have much grip cause it is flats. After I tried a few times, Ling climbed the try and managed to get up and sit between the branches where V.N took a picture of. I decided to try and get up after 2 tries I was successful in climbing up and again V.N took another picture, the problem after was I had a fear of heights so jumping down worried me but not for long. Ling helped me to get down the tree which I cant really describe how.

After I got down we took a few more photos and a few tries of Rebecca aiming to get up the tree however she never really made it up. Finally leaving the fairy light trees, we left for ice-cream which I shared with Ling before we made our way home for the night. Ling and I parted with D.H, V.N and Rebecca at the station while Ling and I caught the same train before we parted at my stop.

That night was the greatest night I had ever had. I am so happy even though I was slightly exhausted towards the end of the day, overall I was more than satisfied with the Amazing, Lovely, Beautiful, Wonderful, Fantastic Night Ever~~~

Thank you guys for coming that night making the night so much more special. I should probably thank my sister for not wanting to go and my dad telling me to go. hehe~~~

Triple Present Time~~~

On Thursday, Rebecca and I had planned to go out and buy each other B'day presents together as both of our birthdays are so close together. As well as buying Rebecca's b'day present I also want to go and search for Ling's b'day present as his birthday is one day after Rebecca's birthday. Along with buying presents I was planning to get my ears pierced on this day and hoping it wouldn't hurt.

We meet each other in from of Cha-time before we wonder around the streets in search for a place to eat that would also not let us spend to much money. After about an hour of wondering we finally decided on where to eat which was quite nice and we got free soup along with the meal (^.^).

After lunch, we left for Magic City which is an arcade and we spent most of our time playing the on the  Techno Machine, Dancing machine which I failed at, the fighting machine and the Karaoke box. We spent around an hour there before we decided we need to leave to get each other our presents. Along the way to the shopping centre we passed a small cafe where Rebecca wanted to buy a Oreo Shake and I also had got a milk tea in a bottle.

It was finally, time for us to go shopping for Presents. Yay~~~ But before we brought our present we passed a Jewellery store, so we thought we would ask if they did ear piercing and fortunately day did but the person who does the ear piercing was on her break at that moment therefore me and Rebecca decided to come back later. So now finally we can shop for each others present. Hehehe~ So, we first went to David Jones but nothing seem to interested Rebecca yet everything interested me however I didn't say anything cause I didn't want Rebecca to spend to much money on me and that she won't let me spend that amount on her. After a while we left the store and decided to go to another store called Priceline which we there found a gift for each other. It wasn't very expensive which I kind of hoped that I could have gotten more and better things for Rebecca however she kept refusing me so nothing I could really do.

Now that we have one thing check off our to do list it was to for us to return to the jewellery store to get my ears pierced. I was getting nervous and anxious as this is my first time and I am not very good at taking pain. However I took deep breathes and tried to calm myself down which I don't think really worked but I had Rebecca next to me the whole time. You know everyone lied to me well except one person but everyone else did, cause you know what getting ur ears pierced does hurt, bearable but still it hurts and it stings for a few hours after.

But when I think about it, I believe it is still worth it cause one day I get to wear pretty earrings, Hahahaha (^.^). Anyway, after getting my ears pierced I need to buy Ling a Birthday present and Rebecca wanted to buy one as well. So off we go again searching for present again, of course this time at different stores which I would not mention cause I haven't given away the present yet. But after a long time deciding on a present to give Ling, we had finally came to a decision of what each of us would be getting for him.

Now that everything was ticked from our check list it was time for us to relax and we did so by going to the arcade again and sang a few more songs. Haha~~~ It was fun. I had such a fun and enjoyable day with my Beautiful friend Rebecca. Even though this day left me feeling quite poor but as long as I used the money usefully. . . ish. . . Well at least I dont regret using the money for presents. Hehehe.

A great day, once again ^.^

Family Friends Fun

Yesterday, my family friend, R.Z was coming over to my house for the day and we have seen each other for over a couple of months. A.Z, my childhood friend / family friend / Neighbour, who I have mention before was also coming over As the 3 of us has spent most of our holidays together before I even started High School. The 3 of us all have the same last name which I am not sure if I ever mentioned it before.

Anyway, so she came over today and we spent most of the time playing on the computer taking turns to play while the other watched. For lunch, we had order pizza and my mum also brought home song chicken wings for KFC. During lunch it was quite quiet as we were all eating and I started to listen to my mums and R.Z's mum's conversation. Once we finished eating we left the table while my mum and R.Z's mum went to eat. We spent more time on the computer before getting bored and decided to play a board game which ended up being, Scrabble. We had to end the game half way cause R.Z had to leave but I won with 89 points, A.Z  came second with 65 point and R.Z came 3rd with 56 points however she had missed her last turn cause she had to leave. As she left I found out that I was going to go to her house the following day which is today. A.Z wasn't able to go as she had to study and her mum wasn't feeling well either.

Today, my mum and I left for R.Z's house and once we arrived, we noticed that R.Z's mum had another friend over. R.Z and I left who her room and spent the day playing cards and on my phone. I had also copied "Friends" seasons from my hard drive to past to her computer as she wanted the episodes. For lunch, R.Z mum made delicious food for us and towards the end there were fruits and cake which my mum brought over.

Overall the these two days, were lots of fun though it might sound kind of plain but it was still fun as I was able to catch up with my two family friends that I don't contact as much as I did in the past and probably lose more contact in the following year as Year 12 starts.

I had lots of fun this week and fun is not yet over as I have a few things that I need to attend in the next few days (^.^)

Party~ Party~ Party~

On Monday, Rebecca was holding a Birthday Party even though her Birthday is in 21 days (now 19 more days), but she decided to do an early B'day party. We that day on the late sunday night, very early morning of the following day, I was on a call with Rebecca and V.N and later Ling join the call. Rebecca had planned to invite Ling but changed her mind as she was worried our friend E.W will feel awkward being around Ling and Ling feeling awkward around 10 girls, Ling had confirm that he wouldn't be. We talked till 3:00 in the morning.

Anyway, so the long anticipated day has come and in the morning I was preparing to go for Rebecca's party. Everyone meet up in front of the station except V.N as she was meeting us at Galaxy world and Ling how come later on during the time that everyone was on the bumper car ride for the second time. We were introduced to an employee named Fiona who was a girl that attended our school a while back. She locked our belongs in a room to keep it safe while we were enjoying ourselves in the galaxy world.  We started off with our first the bumper car ride some people paired up allowing them to go on the bumper car rides and extra time. I had prepared of with A.S as I drived, it was a lot of fun. After we started our 45 minute time play as everyone began separating around the place playing different games. I first started off with D.H going around playing games before I wondered off alone for some reason to and landed with everyone else playing the ticket machines.

After, I was with A.S, D.H and S.Z where they wanted to go on the bumper cars again with the extra ticket they got from the first time. As we entered the bumper car ride slowly, everyone of our friends started to join in some using extra ticket and others using there a second time for bumper car rides. Before, the bumper car ride started I noticed a guy walking up which I immediately recognised as Ling. I was the first one to notice as he was right in front of me walking and I am quite sure I yelled out his name and the people around me heard. But I can't help I was excited and happy to see him again (^.^).

Anyway we began the bumper car ride, this time A.S was driving however I must say she can't not drive I ended up helping her as we had bumped into random things and spun around going backwards. But I must admit that ride was very fun, I laughed a lot and had a great time. Once the ride finished, we walked out and first thing I did was give Ling a hug. Rebecca left for the counter while I introduced Ling to V.N as this was the first time the meet face to face. Now that everyone had arrived we decided to go laser tag. We splited in groups of 3 and 3 other boys had also enter the game as we did. I was teamed up with Rebecca, Y.L, A.S, S.Z and we where red. V.N, M.V, E.W, K.N, and D.H were in the blue team. While Ling had teamed up with the 3 little boys as the green team. It was very fun though I ended hiding most of the time. The blue team won with around 19000 points, the red team which I was in came second with around 16400 points while the green team not far behind us had around 16000 points.

After Laser Tag, we left to have lunch. As everyone was waiting lunch, Ling had mentioned about if there was any cake and since there wasn't any he decided to go buy a cake. He called me and gestured me to go with him before everyone else told me to go. Therefore I ran after him and accompany him to buy a cake. Ling decided that we should buy two so that people had a choice of which cake to eat. I wanted to help him hold the cakes except he didn't want me to and held the cakes. We arrived back at Galaxy world where everyone has eaten and I wasn't very hungry so I decided to just have one piece of pizza. D.H was bored and I wanted to walk around play some more games, Ling wanted me to stay but I decided to run away with D.H and E.W joined us shortly. We later realised our time limit was finished. We returned back to everyone else as they were all chatting around the table.

After awhile some people wanted to wonder around again including V.N. She carried me away while saying " I am taking Dora away." and Ling responded as he said " Hey where are you taking my girl." V.N had carried me a couple of metres before letting me go and later Ling had came after us before lifting me up from the ground and carried for a few seconds. After he let me go he returned back to the table and I walked off with V.N as she told me she was testing how Ling would react and also telling me that he really cares about me from his reaction (@^.^@).

After eating we decided to use up our last bumper car ride or at least. The cards were in one bundle and no one was able to tell which card was able to receive a token for the bumper car ride. We just swiped every card and got out every token that we could before giving to everyone. This time some people still decided to pair up, however I ended up driving along this time. I try avoid being hit but at the same time hoping to hit some people it is very enjoyable. After the bumper car ride, some people could go on it again since they had an extra token as they had paired up. I wasn't sure what happened cause I wasn't paying attention but we had got a few more tokens to play but 3 people would be left out still. I decided to stay out of the game cause I was feeling a litte dizzy from the last ride. Ling and V.N also decided to be left out letting over people play. Ling wanted me to film the game while V.N was taking photos. The game was stopped half way for some reason and they were given an extra token because of it. It was very funny watching A.S drive as she doesn't know how to drive but she is getting better except there a quite a few times where she was spinning around in circles, driving backwards and hitting the sides.

After the last bumper car ride, we all went for one last game of Laser tag and this time we were splited in to two times as there were a father and son in the game as well. I was in the blue team this team with V.N, Rebecca, D.H, K.N, Y.L and the father while the red team had, Ling, S.Z, A.S, E.W M.V and the son. The Blue team won by around double the red team. It was very fun but after everyone seem to have been really tired and hot cause of the running including me. As the last Laser Tag game was done everyone collected there stuff in the locked room others left to to place there tickets in the machine to calculate the number of tickets they ave won. Once everyone has gathered together in front of Galaxy world, we all took a group photo excluding Ling as he was the photographer.

Everyone wanted to go karaoke after Galaxy World therefore everyone left to the Karaoke place except D.H who had another party to attend to. Rebecca paid for the entire Karaoke cause it was her party though everyone else wanted to pay but no one really seem to argue against her paying it. The entire karaoke was fun, some people didn't sing and some only say a little while others sang a lot. But it was fun other than I was feeling tired half the time. At the start of the karaoke I think I might have been avoiding Ling a little. I wasn't quite sure why maybe I was just restless want to go seat but didn't want to I don't know. But half way through I was seating next to him while his arms where around me which made me feel much better than me wondering around not knowing where to go or seat. I enjoy the karaoke, it was fun listening to my friends sing and dance and all hyper. As Karaoke ended, it marked the end of the party as we traveled back to the station though we had a few pitstops along the way. For example Morning Glory where a few people went in to look around and buy things. I wasn't interested but I wanted to seat and rest and sleep which I ended up sleeping on Ling's shoulder. So comfortable and so happy. Another pitstop was where Rebecca need to go back to galaxy world to get the cakes while everyone else waited outside on the streets. At the station we parted with A.S as she caught a different train from the rest of us. Inside the train not much air ventilation therefore the train was a little stuffy, I didn't feel it as much but when I was watching Ling talk to Y.L I could see him sweating and constantly wiping away the sweat from his face. First thing I thought of was to get a tissue and wipe the sweat away from him but then I was aware that my friends were around me and if I did do it the would definitely say something. I turned to V.N to ask for a tissue cause I don't have one and she gave me 2. I turned back to Ling poked him on his arm and handed him a tissue and later passing him the second one. As my stop drew closer and closer, I was thought to myself today I shall initiate the a goodbye kiss which I don't believe I ever really did before. As the door opened I leaned in to kiss him before leaving happily. Rebecca had noticed the kiss and and said it was the first time she saw me kiss him though I wasn't sure how many people did notice it but doesn't matter.

Overall, the Party was extremely fun. I had enjoyed myself. Spending time with my friends and having Ling there to.  So much FUN FUN FUN.

PARTY~ PARTY~ PARTY~ Hehehe

Date with Ling~~~

I have quite busy the past few days and too tired to even blog about the amazing times I spent with the people I really love and care for.

So on Sunday, I had a date with Ling and I had the best time even though I was tired towards the end of it I felt so happy to be embraced in his warmth again. I haven't seen him for quite some time so that day made me feel so happy. Like we always do, we met up in the early morning at the station to travel to the city for a movie.

We watched Percy Jackson, however the movie wasn't as good as I expected though I did miss a few scenes but even so I really thought it would have been better. But other than the unexpected movie,  I still had lots of fun watching it cause I was with Ling. After the movie, we decided to go karaoke and had also order some food in the room. It was fun though apparently I can't sing and I need to pronounce the words properly with rhyme which Ling told me (TT^TT).

Oh well, after karaoke we went to Capital Square to take photos which I love to do when going out with my friends and in this case Ling (^.^). After photos, we had walked towards the crane machine and tried to grab some toys. There were to kinds of machine, a blue coloured one and a pink coloured one. We had got 3 toys all from the pink machine but the ones we tried on the blue machine didn't work. We have been trying to aim for the dolphin looking toy for some time but we were never able to successfully capture it. The 3 toys we won included a very cute little grey dog, a Rilakkuma bear that holds a star with the word Scorpio the star sign and the chinese name for it and a snow pea with 3 yellow peas inside which I gave too Rebecca.

After Capital Square it was about time we went home but I wanted to stay out a little longer, therefore requested to stay in the park near the station for a while. We sat in the same spot where we had our first kiss which he doesn't actually remember the exact spot but oh well. (^.^)

Overall, I had a lovely day even though I was exhausted when I got home.
I was still very very very Happy.