3 Months Ago

3 months ago something I never expected to happen to someone like me occurred.

That day brought me more happiness than I could ever desire.

Of course, Happiness comes with its share of worries that appear once or twice over these months. 

However, the happiness seem to cover them up and brighten up my days.

If you have read my previous blogs than you would know that 18th of every month I would try and post up something for this special occasion which happened 3 months ago. That is something special for me and a moment in my life I would never forget. I remember on that day around about the same time as it is now that I am posting this blog I was with my sister as I revealed the news to her. My heart still in shock and contentment. I felt like the happiest girl alive.

Actually come to think of it sometimes I still am in disbelief that someone like me could ever get someone to like me. I never had the confidence with my appearance and characteristics would I ever allow someone to fall for me. I still have some doubts now. One question has always crossed my mind is why did Ling start to like me and what about me caught his attention and made me talk to me everyday since our first conversation over a social network site. Maybe, I shouldn't worry about why because love has no reasons but it matters cause. . . I am the person who worries about these things. Though I am not sure how or why I started liking Ling but I have some kind of any idea but that doesn't matter now because I love Ling. 

Even though today I wasn't able to see Ling I am with him in spirit. I hope that his is feeling better from his cold. Honestly, even though exactly 3 months ago this was my special day I feel depressed and sick, lovesick. I miss him every night and day. 

(I actually do feel a little nauseous but that has nothing to do with this.)

Anyways, I am happy we have reached 3 months and hope it would last even longer.

Bye-bees