I recently been living with my beloved but know. . . I have one problem. . . I becoming more attached to him that. . . it hurts to see him leave or for me to leave the house. I miss him so much that I can hold it in. I wish he didn't go work and I wish I didn't go uni. Sort want time to stop when he is at my house and we can just stay in this house forever and eat and play and just spend our whole life like this. . .
I know, this impossible and soon my parents will come back and then everything revert back to the start. I really wanna move out with him and not to his house but with him in our own little rented apartment. I will learn to cook and do everything to keep that place clean. I will change and make life easier for him and I know he will do it for me. But I just wanna stay with him forever. . .
Sigh. . . then again with everything going on lately. . . I guess I am a little unsure of how my life is gonna turn out. . . his family isn't exactly a big fan of me right now and yeah I understand why. I am working on improving myself. I mean I learnt how to cook steak and that is something. I can clean but just a little lazy but hey things will change and it is easier to clean when he is around and I would clean now but he kind of did that for me already XP.
Sigh, I can't wait til I learn to cook a lot of different kind of food and that he will like. I gonna try build my courage tell my parents, move out and live independently. I will get better so that we can be perfect for each other just wait. . . But I really miss him right now :(
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