"Where do the good boys go to hide away"

I was listening to the song "Hide Away" by Daya. . . (I think) . . . Anyway, I started just thinking about good boys and my relationship with Ling as well as I thought of a primary school friend who I have seen post this title on fb. I am know I am kind of competitive at times and always wanna look better than my primary school mates only cause I never seen to have been very popular or liked in primary school and I feel that I should show them how good my life is now. Not that my life is really any good now.

After think about that, I realised I shouldn't really care cause they don't matter in my life anymore and the people who does matter, I don't wanna compete with cause I just hope they can be very happy. I start reflecting on Ling and relating it to the song. You know, I am so happy with my relationship now actually more than happy.

I really love Ling and the thought of not being with him make me well up. I can't believe how he stands being with me. I am annoying a lot and I seem to do a lot of things that would irritate him. I am not good at cooking as he hope I would be and I am not that great in other stuff he likes like in games. I am selfish sometimes or maybe a lot of the times and he bares with it. He bares with my laziness and asking him to pick me up from places. He bares with the random tantrums I have when I get my mood swings. I don't know what I have done to really deserve someone like Ling.

It is a little bit less than a month before we reach our 3 year anniversary. I cant believe he would stay with me for 3 years. I can't believe my first ever relationship would last 3 years. I can't believe how lucky I am just to have someone like him next to me. I just hope I have enough luck to have him with me for the rest of my life.

People might see a few flaws with him and I too can see his flaws but than what kind of person doesn't have flaws. I, for one, have a lot of flaws and yet he stays with me. Ling always says love isn't seeing perfect person but seeing an imperfect person perfectly or something like that and I think that makes a lot of since.

I can't wait for our 3 year anniversary and I hope I can celebrate many more years of anniversary with Ling. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LING~~~ You are my imperfect person <3 (though u are more perfect than imperfect to me)