My mum came back home today nothing very interesting except getting a gift from my cousin and I got a charger power pack which I have been wanting and waiting for quite some time. I do miss my mum now that I don't have to do anything and my mum is back to cooking meals and cleaning and everything else. Having to leave on your own makes you appreciate the times when you were younger and your parents took care of your every needs.
But to be honest, I would still rather be out and independent and I know I might not be as good at keeping the house clean or cooking or doing those normal house chores. But I really love the feeling of being independent and that I have someone I love next to me which reminds me how much I miss Ling staying over at my house. I really wanna move out with him soon and live that independent life I want.
My sister also came home today and spent dinner with my mum and I though everyone wasn't really conversing during dinner time cause my sister was watching TV while I had my laptop. So I don't know it just didn't feel like a family dinner but we are going out tomorrow to eat so hopefully then we can actually do some family bonding.
Finally thing, I wanna mention and I believe everyone who read the previous blog and this blog would know already. But I MISS LING SO MUCH and I especially thought of him when I freaked out about the spider in my room and than got a huge panic attack after capturing it, releasing it and finding a large cockroach on the wall right next to you. My Gosh, I was on the brink of tears so close to crying and all I thought was I wish Ling was here cause if he was I would feel more comforted and relax and wouldn't have to do all this. It also reminded me of how I used to scream when there was a huge bug and Ling would come running over to me worried and the help me get rid of the bug. I miss him. . . Y did he have to leave???
Sigh. . . One good thing is I would see him soon and I am gonna make a big surprise for him even though I know he already know parts of the surprise but he doesn't know that I am giving him extra gifts. You know I think he knows I am gonna get him things and maybe even know what I am gonna get him cause I not good at hiding things and he seem to just know me to well. But I would do anything just for Ling. I just LOVE HIM SO MUCH. You hear that, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOUR PRESENCE. . . sigh I wish he was here. . .
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