Do feel like we are drifting apart?

I was reading a friends blog and I notice how she mentions about a specific friend. I feel like she was so close to her did it mean that she was much closer and knew more things then I did or not (even though they are not now but. . .) 

I am a jealous person and I guess I would get jealous if someone else becomes closer to a friend of mine that I am very close with. It is almost 13 years that we have been friends and I still remember the many years in childhood we spent together and play with each other. But then I realised back then I still didn't know you enough. I feel like you kept a lot of things to yourself  and I guess understand but I feel as though you know me more than I know you.

I wish I was the kind of friend that you could trust and tell anything you won't with. I want to be able to help when you are in need. But it seems that we are so occupied with other things in life that we begin to drift away. I know we are still friends and this friendship will still last forever but the distance between us seems to be growing larger. 

I know somethings are hard to reveal to some people but I wish I was the kind of friend that you could dump your worries and anxieties or thoughts and I can in return give feedback, advice or comfort. Friends are there to for you whenever you need them and I wanna be that kind of friend. 

Hope we are not drifting off as far as I think I also hope that I am not drifting further apart from my other friends. It seems that I been decreasing the distance between my Hun and slowly increasing the distance with a few friends. 

>.< I don't know anymore