This is me

It has been 3 days since my life turned onto an even brighter path. I always believe that if I think of something good that would happen to me then it would never happen because life isn't that nice. But for the first time in my life, my wish came true. I never knew that such happiness will ever appear in life considering that I never had a normal family life though I can say that it isn't as worse as some may think. Before my high school life, I mainly lived through loneliness cause I knew that no one I know could ever understand the sorrows I held deep inside me. But now, I see the light along with a new recent light that warms my heart no matter how cold I feel.

I am Xinying and I am in my second last year of high school living my life with wonderful friends and a special someone. Since my high school life start, I felt the rise and falls of life but I enjoy every moment as it allowed me to grow and change. . . though I havent really changed much. . . Anyway, few things you might want to know about me is that I am childish and very shy, I always try to maintain a Happy & positive outlook on life though that may not always be the case. I found it hard to hide things especially to those who are extremely close to me but as long as you tell me not to say anything then no one will ever know (unless of course you told someone else but that different @^v^@). I can't hold grudges for very long though sometimes I do try depending on how bad the situation is and I am very Indecisive. I can be stubborn, selfish and be a hypocrite at times but I guess that is what everyone has to go through in life cause no one is perfect (especially me). But you know what who cares as long as my friends don't think so and the ones I cherish the most.  I look younger then my actually age which has there pros and cons and quite gullible. I feel protected by the people around me which I must thank them for because I really never felt such happiness without them and I want to say:
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE, THANK YOU FOR CHANGING ALL MY PAIN INTO HAPPINESS ^v^

This is me and my Rise and Falls of Life~~~