Last day for the Term 1 Holiday

My friend, Rebecca, was craving for pancakes since Friday night, so we decided to go out on one of our last days of holidays to Pancakes on the Rocks. We decided to go on the following Monday as it was an Staff Development Day meaning all students didn't have to go to school on that day. I gave the idea of asking Ling for one, I wanted us three to hang out again since it had been so long since our last meeting. At first we planned to watch a movie but we were unsure what movie we would watch until I thought of an idea that would allow us to spare a little bit of money and don't have to worry about what movie to watch. After all the planning and discussing, we finally had everything organised for the our last outing for this holiday.

Similar to last Thursday, I had to wake up early in the morning to meet up with Ling before we both made our way to Central and meet up with Rebecca. Once I arrived at my station, I noticed a long queue for the ticket machine and ticket booth meaning I have to wait a long time before I can get into the station and meet up with Ling. Fortunately for me, Ling had a similar problem and was running a little late as well. Finally meeting up with Ling, I gave him a big hug like I did the last time we went out before checking the time for the next train to Central. We found one that arrives in 2 minutes but once we got on the platform we realised we had just missed the train and so we had to wait for the next train which wasn't so bad even though it was peak hour and the trains were packed with people. Ling and I had discussed that we both wouldn't act to sweet around each other since Rebecca and DH, who would be joining us later, was going to be there. Rebecca arrived early this time and wanted at the same spot the last time the three of us went out to the city. Once the three of us gathered together we all left for Market City for breakfast, but once we arrived the shops where still preparing to open and very few food stores in the food court was opened for us to order. However, we managed with what we got, enjoyed our breakfast which I was unable to finish and only managed finishing it with Ling and Rebecca's help (again >~<). With had some juice along with our breakfast and had stayed in the food court for an extra half an hour as Galaxy world had not opened just yet. During the time we were waiting for our food to be prepared, Rebecca left to look at the juices as I waited by the table with Ling only steps away from me. He asked me:
"Where is Rebecca going?"
" To check out the drinks over there" Since Rebecca wasn't there at the moment, Ling leaned in and kissed me before Rebecca came back.

Around 10:30, I realised that Galaxy world had finally opened therefore we left the food court and entered the Galaxy world that was close to empty. We started off playing with the 2 strength games, one with the hammer and the second with the punching bag. To my surprise, I had surpassed my last highest score meaning I am getting stronger ^v^ (though ,I don't really think so). After the strength games, we played on the Techno, Pirates game, Bumper Cars, Air Hockey twice (1st time - Me
vs Rebecca, 7:6 ; 2nd time - Rebecca vs Ling 7:2) and the button bashing game near the entrance of Galaxy world. Finishing the money we had placed in the Galaxy card, we decided to leave for Capital Square so we could take pictures and try some of the Crane machines. After taking pictures, DH contacted us that she is on her way towards the city to meet up with us and Rebecca left to ask her where she was towards the end of our decoration time for our photos. During the time Ling and I was alone again, Ling decided to lean in again as we shared another kiss before she came back again. After cutting the pictures and choosing which one we each kept, we tried out the Crane machine for the cat and the seal plushie however, we were not so luck this time around and ended up with nothing. Disappointed about winning no plushies we made our way in front of Morning Glory where we had agreed to meet DH, taking us around 20 minutes as she forget her way towards our meeting spot. Finally arriving we all left for Karaoke where we sang for 2 hours. We had a range of english songs and a few chinese songs and everyone enjoy themselves as we all had a chance to sing a song we liked. Throughout Karaoke,  Ling aimed to let DH to sing more and louder which worked and she seem to have enjoyed herself.

After Karaoke, Rebecca lead the way towards Darling Harbour where Pancakes on the Rock was located. I walked along side of Rebecca as Ling and DH was not far behind us but they were very slow. Ling sneak behind us as he tried to catch us, Rebecca run away while I didn't know his intentions and happily kept walking until he grabbed hold of me and princess hugged me. I felt my face turn red as I kept saying " Honey, let me go." He carried me for a couple of minutes before placing me back down to the ground, feeling a little embarrassed and shy, I rushed in front with Rebecca again. During our trip to Pancakes on the Rocks we had lost track of Ling and DH but found them later standing in front of the restaurant. We had order a Strawberry Patch pancakes, Tandoori Pizza and Beef Ribs which was order by Ling, he had cut it up and gave some to everyone as for me, he had feed me instead of just placing it on the plate (@^.^@). The meal was delicious but everyone was very full and close to the stage of spitting everything we had back out, fortunately no of us did. After the lovely meal, we slowly made our way back to chinatown and towards Galaxy world again. Adding the same amount of money we did in the morning, again we jumped on the Bumper cars (DH and I as passengers), the strength games again with DH trying this time and Ling breaking the highest record. One game that we had not tried before and my first time playing was Lazer Tag, we had to add a little bit more money but it was still fun and worth it. I had teamed up with Ling while DH teamed up with Rebecca and it was enjoyable as we tried to aim for the other teams and running around dodging their shots. In the end, Ling and I won though nearly all the effort was Ling's as I had no idea what I was doing and I had very bad aim many times throughout the day. Lazer tag was the last game we play for the day before we all left for the train station. DH was the first to get off the train as she need to change trains at another station while Rebecca Ling and I got off at a further station where we need to part. Rebecca had tutoring at night, Ling changed platforms while I need to catch a bus home. Still in the station with Rebecca walking in front of Ling and I, we gave each other a kiss goodbye without letting Rebecca noticing. Leaving Ling in the station as Rebecca and I parted in different directions towards our own destination. It seemed like a short day to me but either way it was fun and enjoyable making me wish that the holidays can continue.

Thank you guys for a wonderful end to our holidays and I would miss maybe me last holiday where I have complete freedom. (@^.^@)

Ying and Ling's Second Date (2/2)

Warning: There may be intimate scenes described so 

if you wish to read ahead then you are welcome to but be warned. 

3 months ago, it was my first time having a conversation with him ; 8 weeks since I first meet him ; 1 week since we started dating. (Decided to find every detail I can since the day, I realised I liked him. @^.^@)

After Lunch, we left for galaxy world but not after I brought a large Easy-way. I order for a Honeydew Green Tea with Mango Jelly, unfortunately they mixed up my order where instead they gave me Honeydew Milk Tea with Mango Jelly, either way it was still yummy. ^^ We put in $30 into our Galaxy world card before we wonder around looking for a game we could play. We started off with the X-men pinball machine which I didn't do as well as I did the first time we played. We wished to play on the Air-hockey however it was taken which was ok since I knew I was going to lose the game like I always do when playing with Ling. Ling wanted to try out the punching bag and wanted to see how strong as was at it which unfortunately was not very good since I got only 3000 or more points and he earn 8000 or more points. We tried out many other games like the Techno, the button bashing game outside (unsure about the name of the game), the stacking game outside, rolling ball game, basketball throwing, Driving game and tried the machine where you try to fit a baton into a small oval shape hole and push down a prize. One strength game we tried to play was the Hammer hitting game, I knew I wouldn't beat him but he insisted I tried and promise me that:

" I would give you the best kiss if you can hit up to 400," 

" I am very weak, Hun. I dont think I can hit it."

" Just try, Hun" He replied me, so I threw the hammer down onto the platform and watched the strength meter show my school. Ling earn over 800 points and fortunately earn just a bit over 600 points while Ling was surprised about. Later, we retried the Punching bag again he promised me that:

" I would give you the best kiss if you can hit up to 4000," 

" I am very weak, Hun. I dont think I can hit it that high," However I still tried my best once again Ling earn over 8000 points but this time I exceed my previous score and earn over 4000 points. The two promises he made of the two best kiss was fulfilled around about the end of our day (which would be mention later). We had spent money on the Bumper cars two times, for the first time I partnered with him while he drove and bumped into little kids. I felt kind of childish sent in the car however I was glad to have fun and realised how I bruised my arm the other day that I was hear. The second time we went on it was just us to in the Bumper cars and we each drove different cars. I enjoyed my time in Galaxy world and had lots of fun that I would never forget. Ling had also said before leaving that next time we come we will be entering the Lazer game which I have always been hesitant in going in. 

It was around 2:30 when we left Galaxy world as we made our way to Capital Square because I wanted to go and try out the photo booths inside since I was never able to with my friends. Entering one of the many photo booths inside we took our time inside the booth not by taking photos but something more intimate, something that makes my heart beat faster. Several minutes later, we began taking photos which is my first time in one the Capital Square photo booth and the speak in Japanese which I dont understand a word of. It all turned out ok along with the decorations that we did right after the picture taking. Taking our picture to the desk with the scissors I began cutting the pictures in half neatly with out cutting off parts of any photos. The minute I finished I girl came up to me and asked:

"Hey, do you go to (name of my school)? " 

" Yes, I do"

" Me to. Are you in Year 11?" 

" Yeah. . ." I was very confused on how she knew what school I went to and what year I was in even though she comes to the same school. For one I don't even recognise her how come she does. Anyway Ling then reversed the question back on to her and she answer that she was in year 9 which in actually fact she looks older than her age. We parted from her and went towards the Crane Claws on the other side of Capital Square and tried to claw for little plushies. We started off aiming for a little plush cat it took a while but we finally grabbed it actually really thanks to Ling that we were able to get it. Since we still had coins we decided to try out other Crane machines which later earned us 2 more plushies, one is a brown tofu and another a Rikakuma teddy bear which Ling and I both clawed for. Extremely happy with my new plushie companions we left Capital Square towards Broadway to catch the movie at 4:30. We took our time and walked all the way to Broadway hand in hand, enjoying the time spent together. 

Once we arrived at the movie theatre we brought some ice-cream and coke again before entering the cinema. However we were to early and had to wait outside the cinema doors for a while. We past the time by eating some of the ice-cream by using a shared spoon and a through a kiss which once again brought my heart racing and this time it didn't seem to stop. I knew that I would be blushing again but I couldn't really tell. Once we were able to enter the cinema we found our seat and continued to wait as we still shared the ice-cream (though really I didn't eat a lot) and he had a very short lap nap which for so reason got my heart racing even more. My heart was still racing as I tried to get deep breathes and Ling saw this, wondering if I was ok. I honestly told him the truth and he wanted to hear my heartbeat, therefore he leaned onto my chest to hear my heartbeat which later I did the same and realising I had a really fast heartbeat at that current moment, much faster than his. Soon more people began to roll in and I came to the realisation that the was the handle next me meaning I would be sitting next to a complete stranger. I mention this to Ling which he suggested that if I wanted I could sit on his lap which I refused because I didn't want to many eyes looking at me and that if I boy sat next to me we would swap seats as he does not want another boy seating next me with with a something in-between us. This brought a smile to my face because it shows how much he cares about me and how protective of me which is a part of the reason I like him so much. I remember in the middle of the movie, we had kissed a bit and he had lightly bite my ear lobes as my heart skipped a beat as well as making me feel a little turned on.  We missed less scenes in this movie and during the climax of the movie, worried about me being frightened up the events that might happen he had his protective arm around me again while I placed my hands on his hands. After the movie, we returned to Central so we can make our way to Strathfield for dinner. As we made our way to Central I linked hands with Ling the whole way to the station and on the train I constantly leaned on his shoulder. The carriage we were in didn't have to much people which was good as we were both tired and need a place to seat. During the trip, to Strathfield I took a picture of Ling for his picture, we kissed a few times and followed from what he tried doing in the movies, I tried to biting his ear lobes. 

Arriving in Strathfield, we walked towards Bangkok Snap as I really enjoy the meals there the other day wanted to try some more again. We both enjoyed our dinner and for once I was able to finish nearly the whole dish that I order thought there were a feel stalks and noodles that were left behind. But still an improvement in how much I ate for dinner and the other times we had gone out. We finished dinner around about 8:15 and walked all the way the my bus stop near the station. I found out my bus would arrive until 8:51 therefore, Ling unwilling to leave my by myself for half an hour decided to stay with me. For that 30 minutes he stayed we did what couple usually do and kissed in a different way. During the morning I had mentioned to Ling about the arousing dream I had which Ling wanted to try out and as we sat on the bench he leaned close to my neck and kissed it a few times. Ling had also tried biting my neck once and lightly again biting my ear lobes a few times. I began to realise that this made my heart beat faster and it turned me on, feeling as Ling always said 'Boneless'. I like that kind of feeling, I aren't too sure why but it gives me an overwhelming sense of happiness. Thinking back to it, still gives me that overpower happiness that nothing seem to be able to break through. It was a wonderful day with lots of excitement and new experience which to be honest I would be glad to relive again and again. 

Thank you Honey for the best day of my life. You bring me never ending joy and happiness today, I Love You Hun~~~

Ying and Ling's Second Date. (1/2)

Warning: There may be intimate scenes described so 

if you wish to read ahead then you are welcome to but be warned. 

3 months ago, it was my first time having a conversation with him ; 8 weeks since I first meet him ; 1 week since we started dating. (Decided to find every detail I can since the day, I realised I liked him. @^.^@)

The day before I was organising with my Bf, Ling, about going out today. Our first plan was for him to come over to my house and I while for the first time make something for him before we left for the city to watch "Warm Bodies", go to galaxy world, take pictures and have dinner. However, this plan had to be aborted as my sister who said she will return home on a Saturday changed her mind and wanted to come home that night. Both very disappointed, we started to make plan B which ultimately end up being the best day of my life (so far). After we finished planning, we both turned in early as we will be meeting up early next morning, yet I couldn't sleep. I was excited for the day ahead and never knew how much pain waiting can be when you haven't meet the one you love for so long (only a week but still felt like a while and we have been talking nearly everyday, that isn't the point though) . 

This morning I had a vague memory of a dream, I have had and it wasn't a dream for some like me to have but it made me feel aroused. I remember wearing a pink and purple striped long sleeve shirt with a denim skirt while I was sitting on a light brown table. My legs was on either side of Ling while he was kissing me on my neck and my right shoulder was shown as I noticed a strap from my singlet. I could remember, that I felt everything was moving to first and that the actions of what I was doing is completely unlike me yet, my heart and mind just would let me stop and say no to my actions. Waking up, I felt excited for the day that is just waiting for me to begin and as usual I prepared myself for my second date with Ling. On the bus ride to our meeting spot, my excitement grew along with my anticipation of meeting him again. Jumping of the bus, I brought a bottle of coke, a train ticket and entered the station and wanted out our meeting destination as I knew I was early by 6 mins. I didn't have to wait to long at least from memory but when I did see him in the distant, I smiled before turning to him. Once he was in reach, we greeted each other before I gave him a big hug as I was glad to see him again in this holiday. Like last time, we caught the train and a bus to broadway and through out the trip there, I stayed close by his side either I would be leaning on him while we are seated or linking our hands together as we walked.

Once we reached Broadway we realised it wasn't open which made sense since it is ANZAC Day but the weird thing is how come the cinemas theater time show a movie that is meant to be shown soon yet the mall is closed. We walked around broadway into the car park and enter the mall yet every shop was closed and the elevators/escalators were all not in use. Ling and I didn't know how to reach the cinemas and decided to just sit down on one of the sofas until we figure out what we should do next. In the meantime, we started to enjoy our alone time in an empty mall as we kissed each other a few times. Soon Ling said:

" I want to to try a different kiss,"

" What kind of different kiss?"

" A kiss on the forehead" I knew that this wasn't what he really meant, instantly I made or sarcastic noise showing that I didn't really think much about it. He replied with " Oh fine, then what about the tongue?" I paused and didn't know how to respond to that so instead I shrugged with a reply of my normal ' I dont know.' We ended up doing a french kiss, it was something new, different, exciting and I could feel my heart beating faster but I didn't take to much notice to it. After a few more minutes sitting in the same spot we noticed it was nearly 9:30, (which is when we had planned to watch the "Croods") we were interrupted by someone who works in the store. Ling explained our situation and the person helped us find our way to the cinema as well as explaining the details of when Broadway shopping centre world be opened. Reaching the Cinema, Ling brought the movie tickets for the 9:30 - Croods and we left for the cinema. Instead of sitting in the middles back row, where are seats were meant to be,  we moved the the right side of the back row so therefore, no one would be able to see us doing our couple things. Throughout the movie, I leaned on his chest like last time and had kissed a few times in the movie. When the movie reached its Climax, I felt his protective arms around giving me a secure and happy sensation as I hugged his arms for I was unable to reach behind me to hug him back. Overall, we both enjoy the movie and not only the since we missed out on for some known reason (Hehe, ^^).  

After the movie, we brought another movie ticket for a later movie that we planned to watch 'Warm Bodies'. Ling told me to wait for him outside while he gets the tickets again as I waited I had his phone in my hand because I had kept it in my bag during the movie. I looked through he apps which he didn't have a lot and was very boring since he didn't have anything interesting in his phone but that wasn't really important. When he returned he gave me a Hoyts Cinema card which we are able to get one free ticket the next time we use it and 2 lip balms from the movie 'Warm Bodies'. Taking our leave out of Broadway and towards central where we had lunch in the food court. It was an very enjoyable lunch however I was not able to finish it and therefore Ling helped even though he was full from his own lunch. 

To be continued. . .

Sleepover, Second Day.

After a brilliant first day, I have hoped that our second day would be as joyful as the last which turns out to be a more fantastic day. My 3 friends, Rebecca, CG, EW, and myself woke up to a clear blue sunny day as we each prepared ourselves for our outing with some of our other friends that would be meeting us in central at least that is what we thought. 2 of our friends, YL and SZ,  informed us they would be late and we planned to meet up with them in the food court with our other friend, VN. Our walk to market city I decided to make a detour into the park in which I shared my first kiss, in fact the moment I stepped out of Central Station I feel the overwhelming memories of my first date.

At market city in the food court, we each order our lunch and consumed it as we waited for the rest of our friends to come. Once everyone had arrived we all made our way towards the karaoke place and booked a room for 2 hours. For the first few songs I had sang as I know the song and some people where unwilling to sing however as our time progressed more people sang. YL and CG both sang at least one song as they did not seem to have enjoy karaoke and I can't say I disagree after a several minutes into our karaoke sessions I found that I lost interest while my mind begins to wonder. Rebecca sang a few songs yet she too did not enjoy karaoke as she use to but she seem to enjoy sing our last song which bring backs many happy memories for me. 

After 2 hours of Karaoke, we all enter Morning Glory so we could go have take pictures in the photo/stickie booth. EW was extremely tempted to by one of those mystery bags where it says it is valued over $50 however I was half worried that she wouldn't have enough for the rest of the day and the fact that I had brought her one for her upcoming birthday a few weeks ago. In the end EW brought a $10 mystery bag along with CG who also brought one. Taking the photos was an enjoyable time as we all tried to move around in the small amount of space we had so that we can be in a different position and pose in every picture. For one of the pictures taken Rebecca was unable to fit herself into the picture and therefore was left out. Once the picture taking was completed the next step of decorating the pictures came into progress as for me I decided to take this on out as for one I am not very creative and knew that my other friends would have done a much better job than I would. I wonder around the store looking for interesting items I might want to buy and re-capturing my happy memories. 

Leaving Karaoke, there were many discussion in what we should go from there, EW wanted to go to Capital Square to fish for toys while Rebecca and I wanted to go to Galaxy world. CG wished to return back my house as it was getting late as she was worried about catching the train at peak hour and being in the city after sundown. We ended up with the decision of leaving for Galaxy world, half way up market city, SZ had to leave as she need to go home before it gets dark. The game we played the most was on the Bumper cars as we had gone on it 3 times. The first time, I was partnered with VN while I was the driver which I believed I did a pretty ok job however my second time driving I was partnered up with CG. This time I kept bumping into the pillars or the sides especially when other people bump into me. For my third try, I decided that I would be a passenger and let my friend VN drive instead and she was an excellent drive. The time spent in Galaxy world end with our last turn on the Bumper cars as we later made our way to Central station after a quick pitstop at NAB Bank. YL stay behind in Market City as she was going meet her mum in the city.  

Unfortunately, we got caught up in peak hour time therefore all the carriages in the train was packed full of people. The 5 of that is left caught the train to Strathfield so that we could have dinner at Bangkok Snap, a really good Thai restaurant. VN could only stay for a little while as her mum was about to pick her up and therefore enabling her to dine with us however another factor was that she is allergic to nuts and therefore can't eat Thai food. Dinner closed in on us as we were ready to leave for my house. On the trip back I meet another familiar face, in my recollection he was a neighbour of mine that from time to time would talk to me for no particular reason. Arriving at my stop, I realised how cold I am but I refuse to wear my jacket because I couldn't be bothered taking it out. Back home, everyone wonder around the house doing there own thing. EW calling her mum to pick her up as she was uncomfortable with the mattress she was using. CG and Rebecca prepared herself for the second night of the sleepover. I had to feed my pets before I could prepare myself for the night ahead. When I finally reached upstairs to prepare, EW's mum had arrived to pick her up. We all said our farewells as she left our sleepover. The rest of the night, we occupied ourself with some card games, 2 movies, Scary Movie and Puss in Boots and I had my special someone on a call. During this call with him, Rebecca mentioned many things that had happened within these todays all which include the guys I meet and may have said look kind of cute. But trust me, no matter how good looking a guy is nothing beats the goodness of there heart and fortunately for me, I found with both a good look and a good heart.

Thank you for a enjoyable day out and I still miss you Hun~~~

Sleepover, First Day.

Woken up from the sound of my alarm, interrupting a great dream. The dream allowed me to gain a sense of safety as my dreams depicted me being protected by that special someone of mine. Therefore, starting off with a lovely day, clear skies and my usual Happy & Positive mood which made sense since, I planned for a a few friends to sleep over at my house. This sleepover would last for 3 days and 2 nights which means 3 whole days of fun yet it means I won't spend much time with my bf through a call which would be what I do everyday. But I agree with the quote "The longer you wait for something the more you'll appreciate it when you get it. Cause anything worth having, is definitely worth waiting for." so I will wait till the Wednesday. Fortunately I was able to call with him for half an hour before my friends started to roll in my house.

Slowly one by one my friends arrived at my door as soon as everyone arrived we all left to have lunch at the nearby McDonalds. During that time, I let out a secret of starting a relationship with my bf that most of them didn't know except one friend who I promised to tell before anyone else (which I had kind of broke because of a another promise made). One of my friends was left in shock as she had known the guy from primary school and disliked him for the reason of him being too pushy. However from my knowledge of him, I never even thought that he was and honestly I didn't or couldn't believe he was. But people change over time so maybe he could have been pushy and I would never really know. Honestly I don't care because I liked him and everything about him, because he makes me smile and gives me what I want which is all that really matters. Anyway, slowly she began to accept the fact that I am dating him and blew past her shock. For her to accept this relationship gives me a huge sigh of relief as I really like this guy because he gives me this sense of happiness and safety (shown through my dream early that morning).  After lunch we left for KFC as 3 of my friends wished to buy something over there as I explained to one of my friends of the details of my first date. Slowly one by one the other 2 came back while the third one named, Rebecca, who was still waiting for her order. We continue to chat for a few minutes until I noticed Rebecca mouth something to me and from what she mouthed I realised she was mouth out my old crush's name. Quite shocked to actually believe that I would see him working at this fast food store, I made my way towards my friend at the counter to catch a glimpse for myself. When I finally noticed him, my mind filled with many thoughts however most of them where more of thinking about how I am glad I am over him and the fact our found someone better than him. My old crush used to seem so nice and sweet but from the information I had gained from my mum via his mum I realised that he was a playboy and I didn't want to fall for a guy who could just play with my feelings ( Not important now, because my heart is already occupied by a special someone). Leaving KFC I was unsure about wether or not I should mention this to my own bf as well as the fact that Rebecca had mention about him looking in my direction.

Returning back to my house, we played a game on the wii while one of my friend played with my dog but when we have decided to play cards she wanted to play Wii Fitness which she enjoyed. After a few cards games one of our friend had to leave as she couldn't stay for the sleepover. We said our farewells along with a farewell hug before moving upstairs into the master bedroom. We prepared the beds, changed into our PJs, order dinner, played a few more cards games before dinner arrived. Everyone enjoy the delicious dinner as we discuss the events for the night which we ended up watch 3 consecutive movies lasting us the whole night. It has been an excellent start to our first day of our sleepover yet every now and then think about my special someone even at the times I am having lots of fun (wonder if that is normal for the start of a relationship). But other than that, I could not have wished for a better day and hope that our next day will be as enjoyable today.

Thank you guys for a great day and I miss you hun ^v^~~~

My Special Someone

18th of April, a day I would be glad to relive.

My boy friend and I planned to go out on this day since I was sick of being stuck at home in the holidays. We planned to go watch a movie in Broadway but before our movie started we had some time to kill. We both agreed to go to the nearby park and just wonder around or seat and relax on a bench. We found a fantastic spot on a bench right in front of the a pond with a fountain in the middle. For the first few minutes, we talked like we usually would but somehow we enter a conversation of our relationship. He told me he liked me while I replied:
"What!? You serious or are you joking again?" With his more serious tone he confirm that he was serious and that he feels more cheerful and happy when he is with me. I paused unsure if what I am hearing is the truth or not cause I don't want to make a fool out of myself and say I like him when he was only teasing. But I slowly admitted that I had similar feelings towards him which lead to a few seconds of awkward silence. Knowing that I was a defensive girl and unable to make the first move, he decides to by placing his arm around me. Heart pumping and half still in shock that something I had thought about is really happening to me. He asked me:
"Can I kiss you?" I again paused before I asked where, knowing that I am not yet passed the shock of our new couple relationship he answer on the cheeks. After answering 'Yes', I felt his soft lips land on my cheeks as my heart skipped a beat and feeling a sense of overwhelming happiness. An endless smile flied across my face. I returned him a kiss a several seconds later along as I lowered my head onto his chest. During the time we sat in the park I remember that we had kissed each other on the cheeks a couple of times, he smelled my hair before saying it smelt nice and talk as usual. Leaving the park we linked our hand together as we made our way back Broadway shopping centre.

Before entering the movie we brought some ice-cream, coke and a easy-way where we shared during the movie. Throughout the movie, he had his arm around me and I leaned against his chest, however I was a little worried that I may have hurt him since I am too boney. As sweet as he is, he replied that he doesn't mind being uncomfortable as long as I am with him. Smiling happily though still a little worried but I enjoyed the movie as well as the intimate times we had in there. After leaving the cinema we made our way down the escalator (where he bear hugged me from behind @^v^@) out of broadway to central and then towards Chinatown. As he had promised 2 days before, we went into Morning Glory to take pictures before leaving towards Galaxy world which we stayed for more than an hour. Around 5:00 we left to walk back towards central but before arriving at the station we took a detour into the park that was closet to central. We sat down on a bench in front of lamp as he had his arm around me. He had planned to kiss me by the end of the day but wanted to ask if I was comfortable for him to take the move and knowing how indecisive I am he gave me 1 minute to decided otherwise he would make a decision. I couldn't decide therefore allowing him to make the decision. The moment his lips touched mine, my mind went completely blank for the few seconds we kissed. Later I leaned on his chest, lost for words unsure on what to say or what to do but, what I did know was that I felt happy and overwhelmed. Thinking back to the moment, I feel a sense of joy and I would start smiling randomly. After our first kiss, we decided to kiss again and I don't remember how long it lasted but I felt like I could stay in the moment for as long as possible. We finally decided to leave around 6:05 as I hang on to his right arm during the enter trip to the station. It was peak hour therefore the trains were filled with people, however we found one seat that was next to the door. The train ride back, I sat on his lap, we had kissed and talked until I had to get off however I wished that the trip could have been longer cause I didn't want it to end.

I never thought that I would be able to find someone in high school as I had looked down upon myself but somehow I have found someone that I like and somehow likes me back. Someone where we talk everyday and enjoy each others company. The rest of that day I had an endless smile on my face as I was overwhelmed with happiness and disbelief that someone would like me as much as I like them. I felt so happy and I have been happy ever since that day.
I Love You Hun.
The highlight of my holidays so far.

This is me

It has been 3 days since my life turned onto an even brighter path. I always believe that if I think of something good that would happen to me then it would never happen because life isn't that nice. But for the first time in my life, my wish came true. I never knew that such happiness will ever appear in life considering that I never had a normal family life though I can say that it isn't as worse as some may think. Before my high school life, I mainly lived through loneliness cause I knew that no one I know could ever understand the sorrows I held deep inside me. But now, I see the light along with a new recent light that warms my heart no matter how cold I feel.

I am Xinying and I am in my second last year of high school living my life with wonderful friends and a special someone. Since my high school life start, I felt the rise and falls of life but I enjoy every moment as it allowed me to grow and change. . . though I havent really changed much. . . Anyway, few things you might want to know about me is that I am childish and very shy, I always try to maintain a Happy & positive outlook on life though that may not always be the case. I found it hard to hide things especially to those who are extremely close to me but as long as you tell me not to say anything then no one will ever know (unless of course you told someone else but that different @^v^@). I can't hold grudges for very long though sometimes I do try depending on how bad the situation is and I am very Indecisive. I can be stubborn, selfish and be a hypocrite at times but I guess that is what everyone has to go through in life cause no one is perfect (especially me). But you know what who cares as long as my friends don't think so and the ones I cherish the most.  I look younger then my actually age which has there pros and cons and quite gullible. I feel protected by the people around me which I must thank them for because I really never felt such happiness without them and I want to say:
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE, THANK YOU FOR CHANGING ALL MY PAIN INTO HAPPINESS ^v^

This is me and my Rise and Falls of Life~~~