Its funny... Over the years, I know I spent a lot of money just on you so much and sometimes I don't think u see that. And I understand every time u get money you spend it on me but I have transferred paid for things that I don't feel that you have considered. So much money that I could have saved and kept until now are all gone cause I don't wanna seem stingy and make you think that all I care is about money.
I know I can save before and I had a set a limit for myself and tried to kept up with that but you made me stop it by the way you frowned upon saying I'm so stingy and I'm still young and should live and now that I am you say I am being wasteful. Before with my first job you said that are accounts are to be equal and yet you didn't work and only earned money from centerlink and I found that a bit unfair but I kept it in to remain the piece between us. Now you say you wanna save by yourself. Is it cause you earn more money then me? I don't understand.
Before you said I am your family and I know you say that grandma is family and I'm your girlfriend like the difference between what you said back then and know and it makes me feel like I am more distant now and like I'm not as important which might not be true but the words you choose and the actions you do makes me feel like that and you don't know how much that hurts. I don't understand and I'm scared to bring it up cause I don't wanna argue with you about these things but they way you said things to be and they way you did try and explain just hurt me. I cant...
I don't know what to do.
